There are times when I just randomly feel this surge of depression and all these immense feelings of suicide rush through my mind.
And then I tell myself, “Stop that. Youre stronger than this.” and I think of all the good things in life and all the things that I wont be able to let go of if i do pass this life.
I cant help but be put off by the terrible things in life. But its the other things in life I’m very grateful for.
Like my friends. Im often told I’m a social person, I have a lot of friends, I’m easy to talk to. But here I am, talking to a computer. telling this machine my feelings of anxiety. Despite the fact that I can talk to anyone about anything, I choose not to. Because right now I feel more alone than ever…